The more I think, the less I see
When I’m able to walk
I’m queen of my world
I let it rain on my skin
I don’t let myself down
I don’t let myself down
Just wanna be one with you
Wanna be one with you
The more I think, the less I do
When I’m able to talk
I’m queen of my world
I let it rain on my skin
I don’t ask myself why
I don’t ask myself why
Hello Tumblr,
I haven’t been here for ages.
Can we still be friends?
How poignant
My phone has been disconnected.
I am without my voice
Who can hear me scream?
At this lack of connection.
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We’ve spoken fantasies
We’ve spoke dreams
This man I meet
Knows everything it seems
I catch his glance
his eyes on fire
He touches my leg
He knows my desire
Our first kiss
His tongue touching mine
Lips so soft
He tastes divine
I want him now
Deep inside me
My body trembles
His hands roam freely
He unbuttons my jeans
His fingers explore
My moans excite him
We fall to the floor
I unbutton his shirt
Look into his eyes
Slowly I move down
Fingers stroking his thighs
Into my mouth I take him
Teasing him with my tongue
He tells me he wants me
he’s about to cum
He lays me down
Slowly parts my legs
He caresses my nipples
I’m starting to beg
As he enters me now
I’m almost there
Deeper he thrusts
So loud my moans, I dont care
As he cums deep inside me
I whisper his name
His body tenses
So strong is his frame
Our night now over
The sun starts to rise
A long kiss goodbye
The tears sting my eyes
*This poem was not written by ‘The Author’ but by a friend of ‘The Author’. She has asked that her real name not be given so we shall call her ‘Cerin’
My heart skips a beat when I think of you
My heart feels so much stronger when I daydream of you
The lump in my throat and the sweat on my brow,
The rush of euphoria as I imagine you now
Dizzying thoughts and goosebumps down my neck
All this from you and we still haven’t met.
You take away the sorrow and weight from my shoulders
You alleviate my torment and rescue me from boredom
I want to know all there is and show you respect and honesty
I hope you think of me too with as much intense mystery,
You, to me are beautiful and talented too,
What fine example of nature could be so true,
Cute button nose and the grey of your eyes
Blocking out the world and all of its cries.
Time has no meaning when you’re in my life
Lets not wait any longer, lets give it a try
I’ll see you when I sleep, I know I’ll dream happily tonight.
Escape from all this turmoil until everything’s alright.
Copyright 2012
Good things to keep me alive,
Bad things to keep me lonely,
So many things that I need to explain,
I’ve done everything but complain
Dropping people like flies
Surrounded by their tired, dirty disgusting lies
Can’t do anything more to make myself heard,
Solace, happiness, love and comfort is all I yearn
No-one ever listens, no on ever replies
Only suicide left to attempt to try
Sick and tired of being on my own
Forever in this world I shall remain alone
Can’t understand why people can’t see beneath the mask
My entire life unravelling into one massive comical farce
Running out of things to write as I slowly yawn
Closing my eyes, excited as I experience a new dawn
Copyright 2008
FREAK
I’m a schizophrenic, a raging alcoholic.
I destroy my brain, I am a skeletal frame.
I represent nothing, yet I owe everything.
I am a bomb, I’m already gone.
Freak
PITY
I can’t deny, I can’t even fly, even if I try, I only cry.
Start again, be a friend
Control yourself, demand some help.
Get a job, don’t be a slob
Enjoy Pity
DREAM ME
When the power goes sour,
When the light fades away,
When the glow begins to dim
Then start looking further into your eyes and dream about me and you.
PARANOIA
This mindless drivel, this pointless denial.
Problem after problem, this never ending farce.
How long will this last.
Paranoia, it never ends.
Goddamm trains!
SUMMER SUN
Glistening in the summer sun,
Limitless amounts of endless fun
Smiling with friends
Wearing all the latest trends
SOY SIN
Little green men, marching in groups of ten.
Fighting their way into war, rolling in blood and dying on the floor.
Giant pink banana’s shagging with the roses,
On the bed and in the closet.
100 reasons to close your eyes and pray,
Fumblings in the car and vibrators with which to play.
Please reply and wonder why I sent you this crazy verse,
Before I hex you and send you a crazy curse!
I’m bored, I’m bored
I’m in pain, I’m in pain,
My whole character lifestyle has been flawed
My incredibly domestic life is one big game
I feel like I’m going nowhere
With my face, bringing many a new tear
So much prospects for my life have gone
With each second of my body dying away
Hidden away by pain
Pushed away by debt
So many opportunities are out there
So many people hear my past, and don’t care
Being fuelled by some inner passion
Working away like its tomorrows fashion
I hate my life at the moment
I hate my life as I speak
I want my life to be happy
I don’t want to be sad
I want to smile and hold my head up high
I want to open my arms and be able to fly
I don’t want to die
I can’t stand anymore crying
Copyright 2004
Did it work? Am I finally free?
From the world and all its insecurities
Will I ever be able to see, live and breathe?
Constantly battling with myself, always wanting to grieve
Unable to see the bigger picture
Leading my life by some unwritten angst ridden scripture
Tearing myself to shreds with pain every day.
Dissecting, analysing and punishing myself in every way
Is it possible to be at peace with my tormented being?
Why does no-one else share the frustration I am seeing?
Is it all in my head? Am I making it up?
Is it imaginary? Is my brain frazzled and corrupt?
I’m in my head far too often and I need to escape.
Make a bid for freedom; get out of this mess before it’s too late.
Will I ever be healthy, will I ever be at peace?
Hide away the pain and learn to be more discrete.
I need to find a cure; I need to find it fast.
Currently filled with euphoria and calm, but how long will it last?
Wanting to be like the others, wanting to be like you.
Looking back, thinking at what point my head got screwed.
Always battling these thoughts in my head; please leave me alone
I’m running on empty, I’m tired and parched to the bone
I want to write about happy things, thoughts to make me smile
Must get out of this black hole and stop living in denial.
I’ve made a plan to get me on the straight and narrow.
But for now I keep it a secret, I just hope everyone understands though
Gaining new knowledge and always thinking positive
Onwards and upwards, taking each day as it comes.
And finally start my new life and learn how to have fun
Copyright 2008
I love you and the things that you say,
I love you and how you go about your day.
I love you and the sweetness in your tone.
I love you and the way you make me feel at home.
I love the times you and I shared together
I love the memories of you smiling with me forever.
I love the way you talk about me to everyone you know.
I love how old we are and how only our love can grow.
I love the colour of your lips and the sway of your hips,
The smile on your face and the way my heart quickens its pace
When I’m with you.
The feeling of love and warmth held in your gaze.
Surrounded by silence,
comforted by your essence your touch and your spirit.
Copyright 2010
Standing there on the train in your little blue dress,
My eyes and mind wandering and failing your curious test,
Imagination running riot with the caress of your legs and chest.
Straining over to look and trying to not get caught.
I must confess.
Your freshly showered scent stirring thoughts into quite a mess
Copyright 2010
